The words unspoken

I know why you cried that night, even though I felt you shouldn't have. Both you and me, we knew this was coming although it was words unspoken, and as you cried as I held you in my arms, we knew that this was inevitable. I can't love you the way you love me. You are really important to me as I am to myself and I made use of you. Initially, I thought that you needed me to take care of your wellbeing, but it was the reverse matter of factly. I played with your heart and don't deserve your forgiveness. My pride in itself is more important than you and although I know this will be my downfall, all I can hope for now is that this will help you let me go. I'm sorry.